over and over again

and i surrender, he's always said : 'you can back to me if you can change your character'
over and over again...


just like me standing on the dessert, thirsty, then need cold water to run from a death...
everything is depend on me. its like this is my relationship, not our both relationship.
dont you realize that not only me has a bad character? dont you have any passion to built this again from your side? not only my side? if your not, i'm not.
cause im tired with all of those rule you give to me.


Boys can be boys. He's always feel that he was the center or anything, KING OF ANYTHING.


so now, i'm give up. and now i know, we break is not because stay away from freesex you said before, 
its cause you wanna get your free, you wanna get your mission. not because of me like you said to people around me.. 
Thank you, is more that dissapoint i get. I called it 'regret to know you'